i feel so used.

i feel so abused and lost.

im so confused about so many things right now.

i dont know what to do.

i just want people to be honest with me and tell me the flat out truth.

DAMN! life sucks so much right now.

why cant i just find someone who loves me and let that be the only thing that matters.

God, help me get through this.

Snow is soooo scary!

I dont know what to do about driving in it. its seriously one of my worst fears.

well work tomorrow morning in snow. aaahh!

much luv talk to ya'll later.

well things are getting a little bit better. Im still havein some troubles, especially when everything is in your face all the time. but oh well sooner or later its still gonna hurt.

But thanks to everyone who commented and supported me. lol. i love you all.

i need to get drunk. damn.

well luv ya'll tons!

why is it that when everything seems so perfect it all gets messed up? well at least for me.

why cant we go back in time and change all the mistakes we've made so we dont hurt anymore?

why is it that when you hang out with someone you love it seems right and the same as it always was, but you know its not the same and theres nothing you can do about it?

why is it that when you say goodbye to someone you love it hurst sooo bad?

why cant you change how you feel about someone no matter how hard you want to?

why do you break up with someone even though you know that it kills both of you?

why is breaking up so hard to do?

love sucks so bad. i just want to stop the hurt I feel inside. I want to feel whole again. I want things to be back to normal. i hate that life throws these kind of things at you and just expects you to live through it. but who knows what the future holds... i only hope it holds true love.